Team X shirts, those who do all they can in word and deed to support and assist. I’ve even met some of your children, families, and friends. (LukeSliwinski, I’m talking to you here. You’re an incredible young man.) I can never accept my life as being my best effort; I will always strive to be better as a human being because I know all of you.
The dramatic images of what I’ve seen in person, in print, and on video are images that are burned indelibly into my memory and ones that have changed me and those who have seen them. They have changed what I believed to be possible and I don’t mean physically, I mean in humanity. And though it never ceases to inspire watching Todd Love navigate monkey bars or climb a rope, Eduard Lychik climb a wall, or Noah Galloway do burpees, it’s what it all means when you are together. It isn’t about belaying a rope climb or pushing a member over a wall. It’s not what you do, it’s who you are; the tangible and intangible loyalty and trust that doesn’t need confirmation, because it’s constant and abiding. The hand that’s there without asking, the adjustment of a limb about to catch a wire, or hit a wall before it happens, and the constant watchfulness for one another’s safety and success, the dedication to the efficiency of the team as a unit. I could fill a book with the pages of what I’ve seen you accomplish, but so much of the content would revolve around how so much of what you do, is done together. Shoulder the burden without a request, share the load without complaint, and selflessly do what must be done. It’s the love that exists there.
|Leesburg and the Carolinas|
I can’t imagine why you find it so important to continue offering me thanks for what I perceive as being the very least I can do. And I’m thankful, not just as an American who has enjoyed the freedoms of your many sacrifices, but as a friend who knows you, has met your families and friends. I’ve had the privilege to hear your stories, shake your hands, share laughs and tears, embrace you (even when covered in mud), break bread and raise a glass with you around a table. I’m more than thankful, I am aware of the power of your mission. That demands to be shared with the world.
As a writer, you’ve given me the gift of telling parts of your story. Those words have been some of my most precious to write. Beyond your mission, bigger than what you do, you are the individuals who have collectively become its heartbeat. You are the life force that gives an idea meaning and the power necessary to sustain itself. Without that, a mission like yours cannot endure. You are all that heartbeat.
Now, the gift you presented to me in Times Square that I can hardly even describe without the sting of tears threatening to fall (yet again). The Team X-T.R.E.M.E./Spartan Race flag, covered in mud from Leesburg, the Carolinas, and Times Square, (and a bit of Todd Love’s blood) is folded in a Ziploc back in my carry-on luggage mere inches from me as I write. It will be framed, alongside some of Kevin High’s extraordinary photographs of the team and community, and then hung in a place of prominence in my home. Never have I been given something so meaningful, something I could never hope to explain to anyone who asks, because where would I even begin? And as what felt like the whole world rushed by in New York City, all I could do then was cry... but enough of that. Now, I express my deepest gratitude to you with my first breath and make you a promise with my second.
* Photos courtesy of Kevin High Photography and Spartan Race.